-Crayotic

AKA: ChaoticMonki ((Cry))

Being a big rad adult I am I spent some time enjoying some of my favorite youtubers play games and the such!! Now normally I personally don’t feel too?? (( i’m trying to think of the proper word„)) a part of?? attached maybe even?? affected? what ever word you wish to use!!, by the sometimes motivational and surprisingly true and inspirational little speeches they will give midgame that I am sure they probably don’t even realize they are doing at the time. ((they could? shrugs who knows!!)) but when I was watching Crys: Cry Plays: Cry of Fear [P9] I felt„„, really„„, sort of almost overwhelmed by what I Was hearing. Cry was right, Now I am not so sure if it will or will not affect a frienship per se from my own personal opinion but wow, those were actually, some pretty fucking strong  sentences I had heard? and in a gaming commentary video of all things! but just wow I??? It makes me feel like I am on the clock honestly, I could be head over heels in like-like with someone for my entire life but if I don’t say or DO anything??? what is going to happen?? More than likely-nothing. It scares me in a way? To just have such a opportunity slip through my fingers like sand, it’s scary yeah but you can do it.!! And as most people say, ” What’s the worst they can do-say no?”. So I guess maybe, just think about it a bit??? Who knows, man!!

ALSO,   I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE If ANYONE who sees this is jus finding it to be  a rather long nuisance on their dashboard I ashore I meant no such thing, I honestly was not sure If I should have put my little ramble under a read more or not, but I guess I didn’t I just, think it’s a really nice little thing even if the first time you read it may or may not sound silly. and let’s be honest im uploading this mighty early in the morning for most of my followers who re going to see it so whats the worst this could do? honestly? well that’s it i suppose! Sorry for spamming if I did; Have a Rad New Years and such!!!